Well, it finally happened. After carrying around this stupid, pathetic phone and dropping it multiple times from high ass places.. the screen cracks from a low drop. On carpet. What even, man. Also, now the home button isn’t working so I am forever stuck on my text message screen.
This is a lovely Thursday morning.
"You know when sometimes you meet someone so beautiful and then you actually talk to them and five minutes later they’re as dull as a brick? Then there’s other people, when you meet them you think, “Not bad. They’re okay.” And then you get to know them and… and their face just sort of becomes them. Like their personality’s written all over it. And they just turn into something so beautiful."
-Amelia Pond (via nelsoncarambasjr)(Source: venebelle)
I told mother that I was going to get another tattoo this weekend on my wrist, so she said she didn’t want me to and opted for writing her name on me instead.
Fanime updated on Twitter that Psycho Donuts is one of the food vendors for the convention this year, so I got bored enough to check their menu out online. I almost spit out my water when I was reading the description for this doughnut though. -_____-
I’m stupid. I know.
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“La La” | The Cab.
“Come feel my heart,
It’s beating like a drum,
And I confess, when you’re around,
It’s like an army’s marching through my chest.
And there’s nothing I can do,
I just gravitate towards you.”
After Fanime, I need to start saving up money to move out of my house. Mother’s really supporting the idea of me getting my own apartment somewhere and I’m totally down for it, but I’m struggling to get there. We made a deal that by the time I was twenty-one, I would be able to do it, so I have about two years to get it all ready. I’m seriously going to work my ass off non-stop this summer just for this. I jokingly played around with the idea of getting a third job that has graveyard shifts I could work, but even though it was a joke at first, it’s starting to look more and more appealing. Who needs sleep, right?
In regards to a conversation I had earlier today, this is to prove to my friend that, yes, I do own clothes that don’t consist of lace or chiffon. I have yet to dig up a regular plain v-neck, but I bet I’ll find one in my room. Somewhere.
&Look. I’m wearing jeans. Be proud of me.
You know what types of questions I hate to be asked? Anything relating to my future.
“What do you want to major in?”
“Where can you see yourself ten years from now?”
“Do you want kids?”
“What will you have for lunch on August 12, 2043?”
I don’t know, so please get off my back. I’m an indecisive person. I always have been and I doubt that will change any time soon. That’s why I have a routine. Routines are good to me and they’ve done me well. Thinking about the future has done nothing for me, other than repeatedly bitten me in the ass, so for my own mental health, I’ll pass on future-related topics. If there are things awaiting me in the future, I’ll take them as they come, but I won’t live my life based around something that might possibly happen later.
Oh, and here is the bird claw.
I don’t think there is any possible way I could type out a bird sound aside from “cacaw” or something, but that’s a stupid crow sound. I hate crows.
If you can’t tell, I am killing time until I can slowly sneak away for my lunch break.
As you can see, I am absolutely thrilled to be at work today. There is nothing I would rather do than sit here in this small cubicle for another six hours and quite possibly the rest of my life thereafter.
On the plus side, my bird claw bracelets came in yesterday, so I keep running down the hallway with my arms out, making bird noises. Yes. This is my life.
I’m content with what I have. I don’t want to change anything. I don’t want to analyze every, single detail of my life, thinking something might be wrong like I usually tend to do. I just want to stay like this. I don’t want someone or something to push me to do more or be more. I’ve done enough. I’ve worked enough. I’ve thought enough. Let me just lay here and rest now.
I’ll run when I’m ready.
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“I Make My Own Sunshine” | Alyssa Bonagura.
“It don’t matter if it’s rainin’
Nothing can phase me
I make my own sunshine
And if you think you can break me
Baby, you’re crazy
I make my own sunshine.”
Guess who’s wig for Fanime came in..!
Hahahaha. I cannot stop laughing.
I even popped in my old circle lens as well, omg.
Reminder: Must cut the fringe a tad bit more.
